Siouxsie on the Beach- video comes out!

It will come out, as soon as I get my producer code for videos!

Meanwhile I'll tell you something about the making of:

I mentioned the song in an earlier post, describing it as a "Cure-song", which it kind of was, because I tried out that specific structure The Cure more often than not uses in their songs. That is, to start with the band playing the basic cord sequence once or twice, then introduce some keyboards, then guitar riff, then maybe another riff... This way the cord sequence gets played multiple times before the verse kicks in. And there can even be another part before the verse. But it stays interesting because all of the parts are not introduced at the same time. We ended up using only four cycles before verse, but the idea is there.

Siouxsie and the Banshees' "Christine" and their cover of  The Beatles' "Dear Prudence" were a huge influence to me at the time of writing the lyrics. As a complement and recognition of that, the protagonist of the song became "Siouxsie". To give the call "Come out to play" a more sinister meaning I put the story in a post-apocalypse world. The chorus simply describes that world with the common symbols of destruction: the black rain, related of course to fallout after a nuclear devastation,  the bloody sea, which is straight from the book of Revelations...

For the verses I came up with the idea of describing the state of things before the end in the first verse, and the state of things now, in the second. As the first line was "before it all came down, we had everything" I decided to end every line like that, to "everything", because why not? And so it became a story of our greed and selfishness, that has destroyed the world as we know it. A lamentation if you will, before the things that it laments have come to pass. Funny thing about major key, in this instance I think it actually underlines the sadness of the subject.

Spain and it's sunny beaches in August were the perfect place to shoot material for a music video, so we used that opportunity. With little experience and just the camera and a basic lens we got some good takes. The weather was windy but sunny, completely in our favour. We had a location in mind: An old Spanish Civil War- era bunker by the sea and the rocks and an isolated little cove around it. We had to climb over the tricky rocks rising from the sea to get there, but luckily there was a local guy to show us the way. 

The idea was to combine beach material with stuff shot at rehearsals. We got the editing done in two sessions. I think it came out nice: Amateur-shooting, which was exactly what we wanted, to give the impression of "Good memories on the beach" and "Fun times at rehearsals", with some colour definition to add some final touch. 

Hopefully the video will give credit to the song and add to it visually the atmosphere it aspires to achieve musically. Enjoy the sweet memory of sun in the midst of darkness!

A negative image of the beach

The Dark Times

Ahhhh, the darkness is here! That time of year when there's less hours of light and more hours of darkness, that cosy all encompassing darkness which makes all the lights shine more brightly. You just want to stay home under blankets, burn candles and read (or binge watch something). Not work. But you have to. You have to dress up warm and tight so the wind and rain doesn't get underneath it all and make you shiver. You have to bike to work and concentrate on customers (or in my case, students/customers), all the while your mind just wants to be in that warmth called home. But once you get used to it, you'll enjoy it. At least I do, somehow.

I enjoy the cold, when I'm wearing enough clothes. I enjoy the darkness, because it makes the street lights and traffic lights look like a piece of art. I enjoy the colors the trees reveal before the leaves are shed, the smells and sounds of nature going to sleep. At Halloween nearly all the leaves are fallen and it's just a matter of time before the first frost creeps over the land and turns autumn into winter. If, and when the snows fall, it will give light and it won't be so utterly dark at night. So the best time to enjoy darkness is between Halloween and Christmas. I'd say it's my favourite time of year if not for mid-summer. It marks the end, and all the work that has been done over the year. And this time Halloween also marked our third gig this far!

I contacted the local Bar (the place is called Bar), where I've played with a different group before, and asked if there was a date available for two or three bands' event. There was one the weekend before Halloween, and it was just perfect for a Monsters of Turku-event. I asked around and got Viper Arms, a formerly all-female Hard Rock band, to join us. Our drummer played in a Doom Metal band Black Sleep and he got them along as well. So we had quite a rock- to- metal evening ahead of us. There were slight problems in getting so far, obviously, because some personnel change had occurred in the bar etc, but if I've learned something about organizing, it's that it will never go just smoothly, and that you have to prepare for everything.

Like, when you arrive to the scene three hours before show time and notice that everything is chaos. No mixer to be seen, cables everywhere, nothing connected... We knew that the Bar was supposed to have it's own sound system and mics and stuff, but the equipment was scattered around the place.
So, after finding everything we had to build the sound system from scratch. That job fell mainly to those who knew something about it, so not me.

Three bands and their systems were bound to create trouble. There were issues with synth tracks and what not and I just tried not to be in the way. Oh, did I mention there was no one to do the mixing for us? So we kind of mixed for each other and that in mind, I think the results were pretty good in the end. As the first band we were the last to check and that only ten minutes before show time, a classic rock-event...

This gig went smoooothly for us. No trouble, no black outs, good energy, solid playing, and I think we had fun on stage. I had very high heels so jumping was not an option, but I moved around the best I could. Slight fatigue in my voice, noticeable only when I yelled over the bar's music. All in all, I'm very content. The only down side was the humiliating fact that we had not enough channels to plug in the acoustic guitar, which I needed for only one song, Siouxsie on the Beach. But I played. There was additional guitar in the backing track, so the song was not completely without the acoustic sound, but boy, did it feel like playback!

After our set I took a video for Black Sleep and pictures of Viper Arms' gigs. Both played well, with feeling and energy. When watching them it occurred to me that there is not a one right way to perform or do the speeches. Each band had it's own personality, a combination of the player's and singers' way of playing, moving and being on stage. The speeches between songs were all different with each band too, while Black Sleep spoke hardly anything at all, Viper Arms took time with their's and really created a warm connection with the audience.

I received good feedback. Again someone in the audience came to thank us personally, which is not self evident in this country of introverts. Our friends had also their things to say, and I will take them, consider them and use what is useful. Every opinion and like or dislike just makes it clearer that we are on the right track with this band right now.

After the show everyone gradually scattered in their own directions. I went home with a bunch of friends, and yes, the party continued the next day...

So, on behalf of Monsters of Turku and Hateful Chains, I thank you Viper Arms and Black Sleep, for participating in this event! May our paths align again in the future!

Hypnosis

Backstage

                                                   

Marveling at the disco ball

Spain

It's been a while and already the heat and sweating in Spain's coast climate seems distant in this Finnish September weather, but I'll try to recollect something for your entertainment. 

The thing is, I really needed a vacation. I hadn't had a proper one for like two years, ever since the last visit to Spain. And I really needed some time separated for the sole purpose of writing songs and letting new ideas come into my head. My job is to teach singing, which is a socially tasking job because of the attention and focus you have to continually give to the student. In the long run I feel it eats away some of my creative energy. That's why the opportunity to rest and get away from my familiar surroundings was so important to me. 

The opportunity was given by a society which rents an artist's residence in Arenys de Mar, a little town near Barcelona. To apply I had to send in an application and a written plan what I was going to do during my stay. Oh, that's easy: I'm gonna write songs and finish a bunch of unfinished ones. The last time I planned to compose some contemporary music, which I also do, so I was a teeny tiny worried about whether my plan, this time to make Rock songs, would be accepted. But it was and everything was in order, I got the residency for August.

Arriving in Barcelona felt funny because it's familiar to me by now and feels kind of like coming home, but at the same time the climate, the way people go about, the city, it's all different from Finland. Barcelona is the capital city of Catalonia district, which has it's own language and cultural heritage. In fact Catalonia has long sought for independence from Spain, although the people are still divided in that matter, and of course Spain will not allow Catalonia to separate. There's been some disputes and demonstrations just recently. While people do usually speak Spanish, some prefer English when speaking to foreigners, and some won't do even that, sticking to Catalan all the way.  So, communication is not always easy, but I managed with the few words I knew, and English.

At the residence there were artists from Finland and this time also from Sweden. We had our own rooms and a shared kitchen. Everyone of them were nice and social enough to have a conversation with, and even spend an evening at a restaurant with, but also considerate and polite enough to leave others alone while they were working. Luckily there was plenty of room to have a quiet working space for everyone. A great improvement since the last time were keyboards, which the society had bought to the residence. I spent most of my work time by them or writing somewhere out of sight.

I worked mostly on songs that I would like to have on our second album, if there ever is going to be one. I had made several songs about religion and the recent developments in my relationship towards it, so it started very much to look like a theme album. Nothing wrong with that, it might just be great. But it might not be a smart move to disregard some of the strong songs that were not about religion. So I'm not really sure yet how it will turn out. I just finished as much as I could, and we'll see what happens when we start to rehearse. "Finishing" in this case meant polishing the melodies and words, deciding chords, creating possible riffs, bass lines and drum ideas. I left most of the pre-demo work for home, although I did one basic demo, on which I could record keyboard tracks. A lot might still change before the songs reach their final forms.

Stylistically, I would say that these songs are even closer to later Siouxsie and the Banshees than the ones on the still un-released first album. I feel there's less Metal influences, but there will be a few aggressive tracks. Some of the ideas have come into existence several years ago, never having any lyrics to them, but most of them came to be during the process of changing my world view and the separation from my religious upbringing, which happened a few years ago. Some of them are very recent, but of course won't be by the time they are released. In the essence, the song lyrics are very personal and contain a lot of symbolism and metaphors, some of which may not be clear for a listener without experience of a religious environment. I'd like to write posts about the whole issue in the future.

Of course, my days weren't filled only with work. I also had a lot of fun and new experiences, I visited new places and saw new things. I enjoyed swimming in the ocean, nearly every day. Only, after heavy rain there were red flags raised on the beach, which apparently meant "No swimming". When once asking a local about it, he only said the word "Rats". And yes, I saw one dead in the sand, seagulls picking at it's body. During rain the rats drown in the huge sewer lines which direct the excess water from the mountains into the sea. The sea water itself is also quite dirty after rain, but clears in a few days. But that was an ugly side of that romantic little town I hadn't seen the last time I was there.

I went to Barcelona many times, just to see the place and experience the vibes. I'm not much of a shopper, except form thrift stores, and there are a lot of those in Barcelona. The biggest flea market was Els Encants, a huge market space, where people sell just about everything. It was quite chaotic and I soon got tired of it. Maybe I'm more a fan of little vintage stores, which could also be found all around.

I also visited Girona, where I'd heard they'd shot some episodes of Game of Thrones. There was the medieval old town and wall, and the Jewish quarter, one of the world's best preserved one. Quite an experience to be in surroundings with so much human history. A great experience was also the Theatre-Dali Museum, designed by Dali himself into an old theater in Figueras, his hometown. To see the details of the paintings, and everything the artist had made with through other arts than painting, was striking. The only down side to that place was that it was packed full.

Girona

There's all kinds of cafeterias and restaurants all over Barcelona, and in every other town I went. It looks like there's one in every corner. It's hard to pick. But anywhere I went the food or coffee was delicious and the service great. Just remember to tip. That's another foreign thing for a Finnish person. The food in Catalonia is great, and it's cheap, and alcohol is even cheaper. Of course I'm now comparing to the prices of Finland, which are just ridiculous with that heavy taxing. If you ever visit the area, you should not leave without tasting the local seafood Paella. It is heavenly. Also I found a new favourite with coffee, Pao de Deus, which is actually a Portuguese pastry.

August was holiday season for the locals, and they had quite a lot of activities going on, even in that little town of Arenys de Mar. There were live concerts of classical music in the local park, activities for children, and people spent a lot of time on the beach. There was also a big three day festival of Sant Roc. On the first day there was an event called La Pesta, commemorating the Black Death and of course surviving it as community.

The legend of Sant Roc tells that he was of noble origin and helped those who suffered from the plague, but then got sick himself. When he retrieved from society to heal himself, dogs brought him food. When healed and returning to his home town he was arrested as a spy. He died in prison without revealing his noble identity. For these legendary reasons he is the patron saint of those suffering from the plague, of dogs and of those wrongly accused.

La Pesta then contained a procession, where local youth carried huge dolls representing local inhabitants and Saints. The procession went through the whole town, ending up at the church square. Then, a "wrongly accused" guy was brought to a stage, and just when they were about to "execute" him, a fanfare was heard and a "Sant Roc" character came down from the church's clock tower on a wire, to rescue the poor victim. I didn't understand anything they said, but it looked like fun. There was also a whole street dedicated to the plague, where "witch doctors" sold their "cures" for plague and "body sacks" were laid in front of the doors. A procession of plague doctors went around inspecting people...

The next day the local youth ran around the streets and yelled "Sant Roc" and sprinkled people with water from peculiar glass jars. They came also to our door, and luckily there was someone who spoke English and explained the whole thing. The following day there were traditional dances on the main street. The dancers sure looked beautiful in their traditional costumes. The whole Sant Roc celebration seemed odd from the outsiders perspective, but it looked like fun, and something that unites the people. In essence, not very different from, say, Wave Gothic Treffen or Mera Luna...

I've been home now for a while. It was hard at first and everyday life felt heavier after a break. But I'm getting used to it again. And now it's mushroom season, so there's nothing really to whine about. I also have glad news: I managed to book us in a local bar in Turku! We'll be playing on 26th October, just in time before Halloween!!

Oops! I might've gotten a little tanned!

Lumous-Festival and other happenings

It's been a while but there's a good reason for that: I was in Spain again, for a whole month, writing songs and resting.

Before that there was of course the event of Lumous Gothic Festival at Tampere, July 12th-15th. 

We arrived there in good time at Pub Dog's Home and the stage was set by the festival organizers and the people from the bar and us. The other bands, Astral Zombie and Agnosia came a little later, so we decided to start with the soundcheck first. We got to decide the playing order among ourselves, so we agreed first Astral Zombie, us, and last Agnosia. 

After soundcheck of course FOOD! Because we had been driving for several hours. And then checking into the hotel. Then the guys took their naps. But I had no time for that, I had to paint my face. Since this was a Goth festival nothing would be too extravagant or over the top. I went with red eye shadow and dark lips. Clothes were simple, just a net skirt and a top with lots of jewelry. 

So I was just about ready when we had to go to the venue already. Showtime was at nine and an hour was reserved for every band, so our turn would be at ten o'clock. We chatted for a while with the other bands and noticed that Agnosia was actually from the same city as we. Maybe we could play together some time?

Astral Zombie was a solo artist who used a sound effect track and improvised on that with heavily distorted bass and screaming a poem about Death coming to visit and drinking coffee. All the elements of goth music you really need. There were three songs all knitted together so you wouldn't know where each one ended or begun. It was something really different and would also fit nicely in a contemporary art/music festival. After his gig Astral Zombie wanted to show us his blistered fingers: having suffered enough was an important part of his artistry, I gathered. 

Then it was our turn, and boy, was I scared. But it passed quickly. It was just so much fun being out there. The stage was small, not much room to move, but I did what I could. We started with A Night Like This and there was some problem with feedback. But the Mixer-guy from the venue fixed it from his side and things went better from there on. Next song, Choices went quite well, except I ruined the end by starting the last chorus too early. Well, mistakes happen. The rest went without problem and we had a lot of fun. I even survived playing guitar AND singing at the same time. 

During the gigs I could notice the audience's reactions. During some songs more people listened attentively, and even smiles and enjoyment was visible. During some others I could sense some critical faces and more people focusing on chatting among them selves. I get it, because the songs of our coming debut album are all quite different. There are some more metal-related with heavy guitar riffs and even d-tuning, which might not be every Trad Goths' cup of coffee, and some very pop-like songs, which might sound, well, pop. And I say "sense" because you don't really notice it consciously. There are so many things you have to give your attention to, so I guess some of it just happens sub-consciously. 

After the gig several people came to personally thank us. That felt nice. I remember especially one guy in Ghost's T-shirt, thank you, who ever you were! Thanking personally really made me feel like there must be something to this music we are playing. 

Finally Agnosia played. They were a kind of a "punk-attitude with goth elements" band, with sometimes Finnish, sometimes English lyrics, live synths and heavy guitars and basses. I especially liked the drumming, which borrowed much from post-punk. Vocals were basically distorted singing. I actually chatted with the singer for a while and we realized we were originally from the same city in eastern Finland. The world is small.

The whole evening was fun and ended too soon. The next day we went to see an exhibition of a Gothic artist, Henna Pitkämäki. Then the others went on their way, the guitarist to another gig, the others had work or something. I stayed for another day to enjoy the unique atmosphere of Lumous, day two. I spent the afternoon in parks and wandering around Tampere, and then got back to the hotel to get ready. The first band to play would be Chaos Research, in Pub Dog's Home. 

I was anxious to be on time, which I always am when alone in a strange place. There was nobody yet, except Chaos Research's cellist. I sat alone for a while just waiting, and then he came to talk to me. We had a nice chat. Turned out he also played in Two Witches, the iconic nineties' Finnish Goth band. Clueless me, but then again I was introduced to the scene pretty late and never knew the band well except the name. After a while his friends from Sweden came and sat around the same table. Then their Finnish friends came, and I had company all evening. We talked a lot about Goth bands and events and what the scene is like nowadays. The Swedish guys were organizers of a Goth- festival in Umeå, and of course I was keen to introduce my band to them, since they hadn't been there when we played. It might lead to something, or not, but it's fun to make connections get to know people anyway.

Chaos Research was ethereal and beautiful, with magical vocals and cellos. What more can I say? It was beautiful!

There were three more gigs at another venue close by, and we all went there. First was The Doctors, a duo from France. The guitarist played the whole gig with a mask on and took it off only at the end. Certainly created a mood. Then there was Randolph's Grin. I quite liked the vocals and can still recall some of the unique rhythms and riffs. The lyrics stuck to me, because they seemed to handle a wide variety of issues and were not all unpolitical. Last was Metallspürhunde, from Switzerland, an energetic and aggressive band that reminded me of Rammstein with an up-beat. Between bands everyone gathered at the bar's porch. I talked to some new Swedish people there, also organizers of the aforementioned festival in Umeå. During the last band I noticed that most them just stayed at the porch, so I danced away to Switzerland rhythms by myself. After that was more dancing with dj:s Jyrki Witch,  Xavier and Jussi40. My feet were dead tired when I got back to the hotel.

The next day, and final day to me because I had to be back on Sunday, dawned and I went for breakfast. I met the Swedish people from last night and we chatted some more. They were sweet! We walked together to the Festival's Dark Market. I found some music and jewelry. I also stopped to talk briefly with Jyrki Witch, who had his own table at the market. We talked about record companies, releasing music and how it is done nowadays. I also had the chance to thank him for having us in the festival. After the market I went home. Didn't stay for the legendary End-party, but maybe next year, because I'll definitely be going!

So, Thank you Lumous Crew: Jyrki, Toni, Nina!

Thank you Marko from Chaos Research, Nick, Sara, Ola, Maija and all others I met there!

Thank you Astral Zombie and Agnosia, and most of all, thank you Hateful Chains for being there with me!

You are all beautiful people!

Love: Hypnosis

Video comes out & First Gig

Do you have the time to discuss our video and gig? No? Then go about your business. If you do, here's the story.

I called a local bar to arrange a debut gig. They were positive and encouraging, but the only date available and suitable for us, was mid-summer's eve. That time of year marks the beginning of summer vacation to most of Finnish working people. They usually run to their summer cottages, leaving the towns almost empty. The Bar people assured us that they've had band happenings on mid-summer eve before, and that people would be there. So we settled for that date. 

We had asked around for bands who would be willing to play with us before this, and a few had turned up. One of them even told us they would be ready for a gig any time. As it turns out, however, mid-summer is a baaad time for this kind of thing. All these bands declined. We did some more asking around, but none would come. Ok, so we would do this by ourselves.

The music video was gradually coming together, and that's why we decided to release it at the same time. All kinds of stuff needed to be gotten in order:  the master of the audio, get it to the editor, the titles for the video, the ISRC- code...You name it. We saw the first version, and thought it was very good, no need for changes. The previous night before the release date I received a message, that there was still a bug, that needed to be fixed. Argh, No! But it got fixed in time, and was ready to be shown on the bar screen (instead of soccer).

We use a laptop containing synth- and additional tracks and a click track for the drummer. Before final rehearsals we had to do some checks. I had re-made some of the synths with my Korg Trinity, just to obtain a wider and bigger sound especially to the choir-pads. I also wanted the "human" effect, by actually playing and recording the tracks. These then had to be transferred into the laptop. Then we had to check the levels and arrange the tracks in playing order. One last thing, I had to try playing acoustic guitar myself on "Siouxsie on the Beach", that is practice, practice, practice! I've just begun to seriously get it under control, and barre-chords still kind of kill my hand. But I'm now able to play it and it even sounds decent. 

So after a smooth rehearsal we were confident and ready for a smooth gig. We didn't expect a lot of people there. The weather was awful but that didn't tell anything. People might go to pubs or they might stay inside... We sound checked and arranged everything for the video. All set. There was a decibel limit in the bar because it neighbored apartments, so the levels had to be quite low.  We had no-one to mix for us, but checking our selves in such a small place was doable. The bartender helped with a decibel meter. All set. We ate, drank coffee, I did my make up, ironed a dress I was to wear. 

Playing time was at eleven pm, but there was hardly anyone around. We waited for half an hour for friends and some other people to show up. Facebook- event had been made, even some posters had been distributed. Still, we weren't expecting a crowd, and there was no crowd. A few friends, a few who clearly came to check us out, because they left immediately after, and a few family members. At eleven thirty the video was shown. Then we started with the same song. 

The shaking of my limbs, the rapid heart beat, the shallow breathing, it's all familiar to me, and I get it under control through technique. There's genuine joy of playing together and the feeling of conquering the world. There's also this feeling of aggression, the need to give it your everything, get it out of your chest-feeling, which is one of those not yet wholly familiar feelings for me. Of course, maintaining balance between technique and expression and maintaining contact with the audience, as well as band members is multitasking, so you can understand that some funny mistakes were made. What I'm most afraid of is black outs and that I can't make anything up to mask them. Well, this time I did: I was supposed to sing "A morbid wraith with a heart of stone" but instead sang "A magic worm in time and space". No-one in the band noticed. I guess next time I'll just sing something dirty instead.

Over all, the gig went very well, even smoothly. Our system, the laptop and click-track, was tested and it worked out well. We could hear everything, except the guitars might have been too low for our taste. We might yet change the order of the songs to give the set a stronger ending. But there's nothing that can't be fixed in one rehearsal, and that gives me relief and confidence. The audience was happy with the performance, and I think of it as a good sign, that they had gathered a collection for us, even though we didn't ask for an entry fee. 

The next performance, of great importance for me too, is in Lumous-festival. It is the biggest gothic music/culture festival in Finland and some well known (in gothic circles) names have performed there, like Double Echo, Nachtmahr and Thinner. This year Terrolokaust and Metallspürhunde are the biggest guests. We will play at the opening club on thursday 12th july, together with Agnosia and Astral Zombie. A little terrifying but can't wait!

While waiting for news on the festival, you can check out the video:

Until next time: Hypnosis

Music Video!

Ok, now I have something to show you!

It all started when I was asked to play a role in another bands' music video. It was a horror- themed video where I played the innocent victim, who in the end turns on her pursuer the Baron, and kills him. There was also the evil Baron and his other victims. And band playing, of course. Make up was done by a professional, which was quite nice and the results were nice too. Costumes were picked by each actor him/herself. I was to wear a white dress. I found one in a thrift store and made some minor changes for better fit.

Acting before a camera was different than on stage, which I have more experience on. It was easier in the sense that the camera picks up your tiniest expressions, while on the stage you have to do everything big so it's visible to the audience. On the other hand, there is no time to "get into the character", at least, not months or even hours. It's much more like improvising, just being and reacting. I was surprised on how easy it was. Based on my previous experiences with the camera I thought I would be very awkward and unnatural. I think the biggest factor of success in this case was the fact that I was working with people I trusted. And the camera man was a professional. He had a very gentle but articulate way of instructing the actors. 

So the bands' project was to release a video every month, and they had made a number of them already, gaining experience on shooting and editing along the way. In exchange for my service they offered to help in our future video projects. The singer of the band did the directing and most of the editing on their videos, and I really liked the way his work was progressing: He seemed to be developing an eye for good shots and a vision of the whole. I decided to work with him on our first music video.

First, we had to pick the song on which to work on. Second, develop an idea or a story for the video. The story needn't necessarily have to be connected to the song, but it should take the song one step further, enhance it, so to speak. A video with humor content wouldn't necessarily work in a love song. it depends, though. In the end it's just about the first expression you want to give as a band. That's why I felt so insecure about choosing the song. 

I had had a ton of ideas for a video for a few songs, but I knew which song it was that I wanted to shoot first. It was the tender song I wrote after realizing I had found the love of my life. You can hear it on Soundcloud:

https://soundcloud.com/hatefulchains/a-night-like-this

How could I develop a story credible enough to a song like this? All my ideas were of grandeur scale and I suspected they wouldn't be doable with our minimal budget and limited resources. But this song was the first expression I wanted to give. So we sat down with the team and started working.

First we watched a bunch of videos that were somehow related to this songs' atmosphere or were in some other way relevant. The director had of course listened to the song and had come up with some ideas of his own. He could really think through the lens. The drummer was also present and he had great ideas about locations. The result of this first meeting was a vague idea about a character walking on rose petals, an exploding angel, shots from a close distance and the band not playing until the chorus begins...

So I developed a storyboard, which is something I've never done before. The general story was that a character dressed in red is on her knees, eyes cast down. She then sees an angel that beckons her to follow. She tries to catch the angel, but it escapes her. There are shadows dancing on the walls. In the chorus the band comes in. The chasing goes on until in the solo-part the red dressed character touches the angel, and the angel blows up, or is consumed by light. The red-dressed is blinded and falls down. In the end there are again close shots of the red-dressed. I presented this story board to the director and he took the lead from there, planning the shots and the final vision. The end result might not be exactly what I just wrote, but it's going to be something along these lines.

Next, was designing and making the costumes. Here are some of the sketches: 

        

                   

I went through several fabric stores until I found something suitable for the red dress.  I already had the mask for the angel, it was part of a costume made for another project. But that costume was too large for me, so I had to make one to fit me. I stumbled across the angel costume-fabric in a thrift store: it was a lace curtain. Fitted my philosophy of DIY and recycling everything you can perfectly. 

I used the whole preceding week before shooting to make these costumes. I even had to make some minor changes on the very morning of the shoots to the angel costume, because I felt it was too revealing. But, they came out very nice in the end.

We shot the video in an empty hall, that had contained a shit ton of computers. The floor was interesting: panels covering a wide network of sockets and wire that were still there. The original idea of shooting in darkness with just one or two spot lights didn't work, it came out too dark and grainy. So we decided to shoot with full lighting and spots and leave the balancing to the edit. Risky, but there's always something that needs to be changed at the last minute. The hall was interesting enough though, to get good shots.  

On the first day, we shot the scenes with the characters. First were the scenes with the red dress, all angles, distant and close-ups. The very close-up sweeps were the most uncomfortable because I didn't really know which way to focus my eyes. I tried not to focus them anywhere, maybe that worked. I had to fall while getting blinded by the light. That took several takes, since it was difficult to make natural but be towards the camera at the same time. I spent a considerable amount of time on my knees, and began to feel it too, after a while. 

After this I changed my make-up and costume to shoot the angel scenes. There was beckoning, dancing around, laughing to the camera and raising stones magically and casting them down. The angel turned into some evil creature, luring the innocent red one into a trap...I expect fascinating results of these scenes. 

In the end, the evil angel lay on the bed of roses. Finally we took the walking on rose petal- scenes with the red dress. 

The next day was time for band shots. It was really simple, we were arranged in a formation that looked good on camera and then we shot the whole song through, first with me then also without me, to get as many different shots as possible. Close ups were taken from every player separately. We decided to go just with instruments, without the PA. My only instruction for the band was to wear black. I wanted a somewhat unified look, but not for it to look like costumes we wouldn't normally wear. I did my make-up fairly simple, something I would wear for a club or on a gig. Or day to day, actually.

Finally, we did the shadows on the wall. Some solo-shadows were taken of me, too. They might be used in the final cut, or not. 

On both days everything went smoothly on the set and we managed stay on schedule, although me and Kimmo had some car trouble while getting to the scene on the second day. Anything can happen, always be prepared, but admit that you can't prepare for everything! I brought some snacks and beer to keep the team happy and energized, and at least nobody complained. The atmosphere was once again great, laid back but focused. This is a great team, and I'm sure we'll be working together in the future as well.

Thank you, Video Team Focus: Ville Solkinen, Pasi Kaukonen, and Jani Vilhunen, and Hateful Chains: Kimmo, Toni and Jani! It was fun and refreshing to work with you guys! Hopefully this will turn out to be a great video. Only time and editing will tell.

Recording Part Three, and the difficulty of Mixing

Today we are going to the studio again to record the rest of the drums. Feels nice. Rehearsals have been going great and our playing has improved. I mean, there has been a real drive and flow a couple of times. And that only comes through playing together a lot.

So the day will start by assembling the system, drums and mics. Then we'll just sit and listen as the drummer does his amazing job. and then we'll criticize the hell out of it so he will leave the room crying. And then we'll pat him on the back and say that he's an ok drummer... that's how it goes for most bands? No? 

Yeah, I guess it's still kind of hard for me to say out loud that I want something differently. But I've been practicing a lot in rehearsals. The problem with recording is not necessarily bad playing, it's more like too much stuff. Especially in drumming. Singers just fuck up all the time and forget lyrics. In their own songs! At least I do. And then I take the overly perfectionist role and re-do lines that were quite good the first time. Anyway, my job in drum recording today is kind of producing, telling what I want and don't want. 

The guitarist does most of the mixing. My role is just to stand there and comment. To be the fresh ears. Also to tell what I want or don't from the songs. But it's proven to be really difficult. We have several reference songs to compare to, which have been mastered of course. We have acquired good monitors and do the works mostly through them and not earphones. But listening to the whole sound and knowing what can be done to improve it is an art form. Nothing less. And we're just learning. 

As a singer I tend to listen to the vocals, of course, more than anything else. But the nature of vocals, especially female higher vocals, is such that it comes through a lot of mass. So maybe I needn't worry so much, except if there are low notes that drown in the general sound. The second thing I always listen to is keyboards/synths. Can I hear the melodies that I put in there? Sometimes there is imbalance, so we need to figure out why. It might be because of the loudness of the track or other tracks, but it also might be because of the nature of the synth sound itself, or the effects I put in there. Sometimes a different sound will work better.  Same goes with all instruments.

Of course there are general rules on how to make a recording sound good. The guitarist has done this before, too, on several records. He's doing the most work on this, and I must say he's done a great job! But it's a world of endless possibilities and everything you do affects all else. And it's just dawning on me, the clueless singer. So, why do it yourself anyway? Well, we want to learn. And we have agreed that mastering is probably going to be done by a professional. 

But today is the time to complete the recording process for drums. More on mixing and stuff later on!